New Year’s Blog 2019!

I have been writing New Year’s Blogs for four years now and I think this one may be the hardest for me to write, so I’m going to format it a bit differently. You see, the first nine months of my year were taken up by pretty much just one thing and since completing it … Continue reading New Year’s Blog 2019!

I’m Naughty and Proud!

The past few weeks, my life has felt very uncertain, even my present feels unknown to me. So in order to regain a sense of stability I've been relying on the god-send that is hindsight. My past is after all relatively certain. Over the last two years I have managed to overcome the majority of … Continue reading I’m Naughty and Proud!

Autism Advocacy has a new Leader

The past three days The Chase's Anne 'The Governess' Hegerty has been miles out of her comfort zone. Camp mates and viewers may be feeling admiration and empathy for her but I'm pretty sure very few can truly understand what she is experiencing. As a fellow female with ASD I must say I am in … Continue reading Autism Advocacy has a new Leader

Fireworks Suck!

Remember, remember the fifth of November, Gunpowder, treason and absolute hell for anyone with audio sensitivity. In the week leading up to Guy Fawke's night lots of people complain about how traumatic it is for their four legged friends. What people don't realise is that it can be just horrific for human beings too. One … Continue reading Fireworks Suck!

My Final Chance

In 24 hours I get to fight my case I get to stand up against the human race, And all tribulations aside There's only one conclusion that I consider alright. It may not go my way It may not be ok So I've just got to hope that things don't stay the same. This is … Continue reading My Final Chance

10,000 Steps

The world is caving in on me Enclosing like the shell of an inedible oyster. Each sound and movement makes the tunnel tighter, The spark of light thinner And the air harder to breath. I envy those who move freely, Part of the hustle and bustle not even stopping to think. It is suggested that … Continue reading 10,000 Steps

Why I Smoke

In the past I've received disapproval from my parents for discussing smoking online. But I have always promised myself that I will be 100% honest when writing and in recent weeks I have been relying heavily on cigarettes. By no means do I argue that they are good for you but the stress I feel … Continue reading Why I Smoke

Punching Without a Glove

For the first time in a while my anxiety is beginning to have a physical effect on me, albeit secondarily. The past few weeks I've found myself being very frequent when it comes to hand-washing. Becoming germaphobic is common for me in highly stressful situations. My mum's questioned me multiple times on how I'm ok … Continue reading Punching Without a Glove

Into the Abyss

The last few weeks I've not felt good. I've had more seizures than I'd like to admit and have been feeling lower than I have done in years. Medication has never really worked on the seizures but for the past two and half years it has done on my depression. The other night I felt … Continue reading Into the Abyss

Discussing the AIMS-2-Trials

This past week both ASD and epilepsy have been in the news a lot. It’s a strange feeling as for years I've wanted to see both of my conditions nationally discussed but being part of the discussion hasn't had the positive effect I thought it would.  With the announcement of the AIMS-2-Trials I've spent the … Continue reading Discussing the AIMS-2-Trials