On the surface my life is really great at the moment. I've just got back from a holiday in Amsterdam, next week I'm off to Southampton to visit a post-grad fair and my creativity appears to be at an all time high. Yet below the skin, there's a massive elephant suffocating me. Now, before you … Continue reading Well This Sucks!
The last few weeks I've not felt good. I've had more seizures than I'd like to admit and have been feeling lower than I have done in years. Medication has never really worked on the seizures but for the past two and half years it has done on my depression. The other night I felt … Continue reading Into the Abyss
Up until my early teens I was a temperamental, sometimes violent child. However because I nor anyone else knew what was wrong with me I couldn't get the help I needed to begin to improve my behaviour. I eventually noticed what I was doing was wrong and begun to take things out on myself rather than … Continue reading Everything’s changed yet it will always be the same
Last night I had a my first ever full blown melt down at uni. I fell apart in front all my flatmates, began threatening them and myself. My mum asked 'why don't you just come home?' well this would have happened wherever I was because right now I'm simply not coping. I'm going to start from … Continue reading ASD Meltdowns: The Whole Story